Viernes Buena
No work today! Yay! Unfortunately I'm experiencing some minor health issues so I probably won't make the most of the time, though I was already slightly productive and took care of a few errands and chores. I wanted to go shopping or fit in a hardcore workout this afternoon but it would probably be better if I gave my body a chance to recuperate. Maybe I will be up for it later this weekend. My boyfriend is going out of town to visit his family for Easter, I am looking forward to having the house to myself. To be clear, I greatly enjoy his company, but it is nice to be alone on occasion. I've savored a beverage from my favorite coffee place, I've lined up beauty products to use, and I'm planning to catch up on my fluff tv. :)
Total emotional rollercoaster lately. Seriously considering mood stabilizers even though I think the problems are originating from external sources and not me. At this point I just prefer total numbness to wanting certain people to suffer grievous, deserved bodily harm. I'm finding the saying "misery loves company" is true and there are just people who try very hard to bring other people down to their level, which really sucks. I know I shouldn't take that kind of attitude personally, but I do. How hard is it to treat others the way you would like to be treated? Do these people really think their approach to others is going to make them happier? Maybe I need to develop a thicker skin, but I hate when people are fake or unnecessarily rude. It agitates me. Not to sound like a martyr, but I try to be a good person and am genuinely nice to everyone until it is well-established that other tactics are warranted. I don't expect to please everybody or be everybody's best friend, but I do expect a return of basic courtesy and respect for my generally kind demeanor. I don't take my frustrations out on other people, and I warn/apologize in advance if I'm in a pissy state of mind, so I find it offensive if others do not follow suit. Oh fucking well...guess that would be too much to ask.
One of my friends is going to take me to something really neat and exotic (to me) next weekend or the weekend after. I will reflect on it afterwards. :-) I can't think of any more updates at the moment (not that anything I've typed thus far is especially newsworthy but I felt like typing) so I'm going to sign off. Happy Good Friday. :)
Total emotional rollercoaster lately. Seriously considering mood stabilizers even though I think the problems are originating from external sources and not me. At this point I just prefer total numbness to wanting certain people to suffer grievous, deserved bodily harm. I'm finding the saying "misery loves company" is true and there are just people who try very hard to bring other people down to their level, which really sucks. I know I shouldn't take that kind of attitude personally, but I do. How hard is it to treat others the way you would like to be treated? Do these people really think their approach to others is going to make them happier? Maybe I need to develop a thicker skin, but I hate when people are fake or unnecessarily rude. It agitates me. Not to sound like a martyr, but I try to be a good person and am genuinely nice to everyone until it is well-established that other tactics are warranted. I don't expect to please everybody or be everybody's best friend, but I do expect a return of basic courtesy and respect for my generally kind demeanor. I don't take my frustrations out on other people, and I warn/apologize in advance if I'm in a pissy state of mind, so I find it offensive if others do not follow suit. Oh fucking well...guess that would be too much to ask.
One of my friends is going to take me to something really neat and exotic (to me) next weekend or the weekend after. I will reflect on it afterwards. :-) I can't think of any more updates at the moment (not that anything I've typed thus far is especially newsworthy but I felt like typing) so I'm going to sign off. Happy Good Friday. :)
1 Comments:
I personally believe in just being civilized - no matter how pissy I'm feeling or how much I don't like certain people, I always civil...it's not that hard, I don't know why some people have such a problem maintaining that level of respect for themselves & others! Sigh, I know it shouldn't, but it bothers the crap out of me too! Hang in there fabdiva!
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